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mirtazapine
03:39
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i'm not stuck to my bed
i'm simply in love with him
sweet nothings warmly sit atop of my ears
while he begs me not to leave in tears
i made my own desolate black hole
it feels like my eye lids could grow mold
in these nocturnal episodes
dissociating while you speak
do you know what i really hate about me?
it doesn't matter
it's getting cold
its getting dark at 5pm again
i'm not to blame
i have so many things that run through my brain
don't tell me how to live my life, i know that everything
works out as long as i take these three pills
i'm chewing out everyone and they're asking me what's the
whole big deal? it's nothing much, just something about december sun
one day i hope to be more to you than
the things that run through my brain
how many people can i love before i love myself again?
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the stranger
04:34
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i promise not to be apathetic to the ones
who care the most it's just hard when
i really don't at all understand how things work
i'm writing sentences with syntax recalling my words
this body is too tight
on my infinite light
i don't think there's a god waiting for me but we'll see
don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
(it's getting dark at 5pm again, don't tell me how to live my life)
i keep dissociating while you speak
i can't help but wonder if you're proud of me
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kool-aid kidnapping
02:18
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your laughter in the kitchen
it moves me enough to think
having you back in my life again
might be the best for me
i dig my nails into my pockets when you visit me
what about her made you want to leave?
or was the leaving about me?
in your absence i've grown so much
i haven't broken anything in all these months
but then you came back
i felt completely numb
you say you're proud of me
but i know you're not
don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
that isn't how you should love someone
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sunkjaw Washington, D.C.
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